Who can see the truth
When it's hidden under a mountain
Who can read her thoughts?
When they are covered up by a lie
Who shall you trust?
When all your friends are gone
Who will help you?
When there's no one to ask
You and I we can see a path
You and I can see trough lies
Together we'll find a way
Together we can share the pain
We will never leave each other
I will help you when there's no other
Uncover the lies, before new will hatch
Remember that you're being watched
Written on June 1st 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira
Selfportrait
Written by Pavel Maira
A little boy who's afraid of the future
A young man who's looking for the love
in his life
All these things you can find about him
in the night
Talk to him and light his heart
Find out the truth about him
The truth you've never seen
All the secrets you'll never know
He's shy, and will not show
Dark and mystirious
Not a person who is easy to get to know
and understand
Quiet, deep, and emotionally complex
You'll never know what he's going to say
next
Hard to forgive those who hurt him deep
With his pillow under his arm he can fall
asleep
The thoughts that he have kept for himself
He put them on his emotional shelf
Allways helps the ones he love
But his feelings to his love he's afraid
to show
Every time his heart brakes, he falls
apart
Quietly crying in his mind
Sleep calm my friend
The night is long, long 'til its end
Dream nice dreams, where you do not hurt
In a dream where you are happy, feel the
love
This is strange, describing the person
you know
This is strange, doing something you don't
feel for
As how it turns out in the end
I am talking about myself again
Written on June 1st 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira
Cold and Lonelyness
Written by Pavel Maira
I was cold and lonely tonight
My friends were gone out of my sight
Started walking on the field
My soul has lost its shield
I had a tear in my eye
I started to cry
I felt myself fading away
I didn't have anything to say
Fell on the ground
Cried in to the night
My face touched the soil
My body began to cold
Is there anybody out there
With whom my pain I can share
Is there anyone who can love me?
Come out if you feel the same
My legs couldn't feel the pain any more
My heart began beating slow
I felt like I couldn't breath
is there anyone out there who can believe
Loved you all and everything, until my
end
I thought of everyone who I will never
see again
We'll meet up there someday
On that day we'll all meet again, my friends
Written on June 1st 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira
My Enemy, My Friend
Written by Pavel Maira
My friend, my sword is near
I think I can see your fear
Don't you have anything to say?
On this beloved day
My friend, our roads have met
I don't want any bloodshed
Why are you forcing me to attack?
After this there won't be a way back
My friend, forgive me please
I will meet you at sea
Why did you made me kill you
I never wanted to
Written on June 2nd 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira
Charming girl
(tillägnad och skriven
till Lotta Svantesson)
Written by Pavel Maira
Look at her smile
It makes me feel fine
Look at her gorgeous face
I would like to see her in lace
Hey you, is this a mirage
It's narrow here, like in a garage
Her sky-blue eyes and golden-blonde hair
She's somebody else's this isn't fair
Allways nice, charming look in her eyes
Allways polite, her body attracts my mind
She's everything everyone wants to be
I hope she'll look at me, but I'm just
nobody
So take the time
Breathe in deep to feel fine
Try to forget her sensual look
She caught me on a hook
I want to be with you. I want to share
But when I look at you, It isn't there
Want my memories to burn away
Don't want to hear no more, don't want
to stay
She's so gorgeous, why can't this be
She's so sensual, is it only I who can
see?
She will never let me off the hook
Will never forget her sensual look
Written on June 2nd 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira
Me and you
Written by Pavel Maira
The road to success is long
Let us rest and sing a song
Feel the rythm in your heart
Hide under the shadow, the one you've
caught
Hear my song, the one you wrote to me
Hear my dreams, it's a bitter symphony
Come outside and see the sun
Come to me and feel the warm
Let me see your heart
Let me see your soul
I want to understand your thoughts
I won't let you go
Your body and your mind
I don't see anyhting, tell me where I
can find
A gap is forming between our shells
I won't forget your passion, your attracting
smell
It's better we speak to each other
The signs and looks are not enough
I want you to hear my thought
I want you to see the heart you've caught
Written on June 4nd 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira
The forgotten poet
Written by Pavel Maira
If I'll tell you, my life's come to an
end
I want you to help me, help me my friend
Strike me down, when I'm still alive
Strike me down, with a knife
If you ever see me cry
I want you to help me, help me to die
I am ugly and poor, can't you see
I am bleeding; I'm down on my knee
D'you have anything to say on my end
Don't worry, we'll see each other again
It's cold on this abandoned shore
Tell me something I can live for
I don't remember anything right now
I am gone from this world, but how?
It's better this way; it's better to end
Don't want to read the message you've
sent
Remembering those happy moments
remembering the joy, the time I had a
toy
D'you think they're going to remember
me
The forgotten poet, the happy boy
Written on June 4nd 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira