You and I
Written by Pavel Maira

Who can see the truth
When it's hidden under a mountain
Who can read her thoughts?
When they are covered up by a lie

Who shall you trust?
When all your friends are gone
Who will help you?
When there's no one to ask

You and I we can see a path
You and I can see trough lies
Together we'll find a way
Together we can share the pain

We will never leave each other
I will help you when there's no other
Uncover the lies, before new will hatch
Remember that you're being watched

Written on June 1st 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira


Selfportrait
Written by Pavel Maira

A little boy who's afraid of the future
A young man who's looking for the love in his life
All these things you can find about him in the night
Talk to him and light his heart

Find out the truth about him
The truth you've never seen
All the secrets you'll never know
He's shy, and will not show

Dark and mystirious
Not a person who is easy to get to know and understand
Quiet, deep, and emotionally complex
You'll never know what he's going to say next

Hard to forgive those who hurt him deep
With his pillow under his arm he can fall asleep
The thoughts that he have kept for himself
He put them on his emotional shelf

Allways helps the ones he love
But his feelings to his love he's afraid to show
Every time his heart brakes, he falls apart
Quietly crying in his mind

Sleep calm my friend
The night is long, long 'til its end
Dream nice dreams, where you do not hurt
In a dream where you are happy, feel the love

This is strange, describing the person you know
This is strange, doing something you don't feel for
As how it turns out in the end
I am talking about myself again

Written on June 1st 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira


Cold and Lonelyness
Written by Pavel Maira

I was cold and lonely tonight
My friends were gone out of my sight
Started walking on the field
My soul has lost its shield

I had a tear in my eye
I started to cry
I felt myself fading away
I didn't have anything to say

Fell on the ground
Cried in to the night
My face touched the soil
My body began to cold

Is there anybody out there
With whom my pain I can share
Is there anyone who can love me?
Come out if you feel the same

My legs couldn't feel the pain any more
My heart began beating slow
I felt like I couldn't breath
is there anyone out there who can believe

Loved you all and everything, until my end
I thought of everyone who I will never see again
We'll meet up there someday
On that day we'll all meet again, my friends

Written on June 1st 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira
 


My Enemy, My Friend
Written by Pavel Maira

My friend, my sword is near
I think I can see your fear
Don't you have anything to say?
On this beloved day

My friend, our roads have met
I don't want any bloodshed
Why are you forcing me to attack?
After this there won't be a way back

My friend, forgive me please
I will meet you at sea
Why did you made me kill you
I never wanted to

Written on June 2nd 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira


Charming girl
(tillägnad och skriven till Lotta Svantesson)
Written by Pavel Maira

Look at her smile
It makes me feel fine
Look at her gorgeous face
I would like to see her in lace

Hey you, is this a mirage
It's narrow here, like in a garage
Her sky-blue eyes and golden-blonde hair
She's somebody else's this isn't fair

Allways nice, charming look in her eyes
Allways polite, her body attracts my mind
She's everything everyone wants to be
I hope she'll look at me, but I'm just nobody

So take the time
Breathe in deep to feel fine
Try to forget her sensual look
She caught me on a hook

I want to be with you. I want to share
But when I look at you, It isn't there
Want my memories to burn away
Don't want to hear no more, don't want to stay

She's so gorgeous, why can't this be
She's so sensual, is it only I who can see?
She will never let me off the hook
Will never forget her sensual look

Written on June 2nd 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira


Me and you
Written by Pavel Maira

The road to success is long
Let us rest and sing a song
Feel the rythm in your heart
Hide under the shadow, the one you've caught

Hear my song, the one you wrote to me
Hear my dreams, it's a bitter symphony
Come outside and see the sun
Come to me and feel the warm

Let me see your heart
Let me see your soul
I want to understand your thoughts
I won't let you go

Your body and your mind
I don't see anyhting, tell me where I can find
A gap is forming between our shells
I won't forget your passion, your attracting smell

It's better we speak to each other
The signs and looks are not enough
I want you to hear my thought
I want you to see the heart you've caught

Written on June 4nd 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira


The forgotten poet
Written by Pavel Maira

If I'll tell you, my life's come to an end
I want you to help me, help me my friend
Strike me down, when I'm still alive
Strike me down, with a knife

If you ever see me cry
I want you to help me, help me to die
I am ugly and poor, can't you see
I am bleeding; I'm down on my knee

D'you have anything to say on my end
Don't worry, we'll see each other again
It's cold on this abandoned shore
Tell me something I can live for

I don't remember anything right now
I am gone from this world, but how?
It's better this way; it's better to end
Don't want to read the message you've sent

Remembering those happy moments
remembering the joy, the time I had a toy
D'you think they're going to remember me
The forgotten poet, the happy boy

Written on June 4nd 1998
© 1998 Pavel Maira